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  ‘impossible to explain’ t/w death and grief  This article is dedicated to Ginge- my incredible Dad, I miss you very much. Index:  *Grief bubble-   A made up term used to describe the initial weeks after losing a loved one, where you receive an influx of flowers, meals, letters, and face masks to soften the blow. *Griefy b- Grief breakdown, as a menty b is a mental breakdown. The further away I get from January 17th 2024, the more I feel sorry for (and kind of envy) my past naive self, for thinking I had even the vaguest clue about how the next few months were going to pan out. On this day my Dad died unexpectedly whilst he was away working in Australia, and before I could even begin to try and process this loss, my first thought was yess I get the car all to myself! (That is a joke). My main thoughts were worrying about what life was now going to look like for the four of us. The plethora of emotions felt in this time and the extent that things have changed...